.:.Mend My Broken Heart.:. Japan x Chubby!Reader

You laid on your bed, small tears slipping from the corner of your hazy (e/c) eyes. You had your smartphone clutched in your chubby hand. You reached up and wiped your tears away, hiccuping softly, but more and more seem to have welled up and slip. You sobbed softly as you turned on your phone, replaying the voicemail he sent you.

'Listen uh _____...jeez I have no idea how to say this but look. I had a good time with you and all babe, but I dont want to be seen with a girl like you anymore okay? I liked you but you got even fatter than before when we started dating. Uh..sorry but Im breaking up with you. Keep all the stuff I gave you, just dont talk to me anymore at school. Bye _____.'  

You sobbed even harder once the message ended, feeling your heart break even more at the sound of his voice.

"W-why Alfred...?" You gasped out, black spots appearing in your eyesight, "I-I thought...you liked me for me.."

You clenched your eyes shut before in a burst of anger, you threw your phone across your room, not caring when you heard a crack. You stifled a sob and curled up into a tight ball, covering yourself with your white comforter.

"I-I loved you Alfred F. Jones..." You whispered sadly before falling asleep, exhaustion washing over you.

.:.:.:.:.Timeskip.:.:.:.:.

The next morning, you woke up tiredly. You turned in your bed and stared up at the ceiling, your red eyes sore from all the sobbing last night.

You didnt want to get up that day. Much to your luck, your parents were out on their second honeymoon and wouldnt be back until next week. You just hoped they wouldnt mind if you missed a day.

You sighed before smiling bitterly, "I knew it was too good to be true..why would the star quarterback want to date a fatty like me..?"

A tear slipped from your eye and you wiped it away angrily, "N-no more crying _____! I wont let a jerk like him ruin me.." You rubbed your eyes before getting up, a determined smile on your face. You nodded to yourself and sat up, tossing the covers off. You got up and began to change. You settled on wearing your (favorite band/celebrity) hoodie with dark washed skinny jeans and your black vans. You brushed your (short/long) (curly/wavy/straight) hair and left it loose. You walked over to where you threw your phone at last night and picked it up, examining the large crack that extended from the bottom left corner to the upper right corner. You sighed and shrugged your shoulders. You had a friend who could easily fix it for you. No biggie.

You went to the bathroom and quickly brushed your teeth and then used mouthwash. You looked at yourself in the mirror and frowned when you saw just how red your eyes were. You sighed and walked out the bathroom to your room. You grabbed your bookbag and headed out your home, almost uncousuosly bringing your hand up to greet Alfred but you stopped yourself when you saw no car waiting for you. With no grinning Alfred either. You stared at your feet before closing the door and locking it, beginning your walk to HetaHigh.

You stayed on the sidewalk blasting (favorite song) by (artist), having already slipped on your earbuds. You stared ahead as the gates to the entrance of the high school began to appear. Since you had your earbuds in, you didnt happen to hear someone calling your name.

"_____-san!" The person spoke, trying to catch up with your long strides.

You didnt notice, too entertained with the music. You did notice however when someone decided to jump in front of you, causing you to yelp and bump into them.

"W-what the-?" You groaned, rubbing your head before blinking when you saw who had jumped in front of you.

"K-kiku?" You gasped before picking the poor boy up.

"M-morning _____-san." Kiku gulped, bowing his head before looking at you.

"Morning.." You smiled softly before asking in worry, "Youre not hurt are you?"

"No. Are you?" Kiku asked back politely.

You shook your head, "Nuh uh."

"Good." Kiku nods before asking, "Why are you not riding with Arfred-san?"

You gulped before looking down, not noticing the concerned look on Kiku's face, "We uh..well he...he kind of..broke up with me..last night.."

His usually blank eyes widened, "He what?" He noticed the slight shaking of your shoulders and placed a timid, yet calm hand on your shoulder, shocking you since hes very awkward with touching and his personal space, "Its his ross then, _____-san."

You wanted to say how wrong he was but you decided not to say anything to him. Instead you just sighed and shrugged your shoulders, "We should start walking to school."

Kiku nodded and with that, began to walk to the high school with you by his side.

You glanced over at the Japanese male before looking down, 'I wonder what would have happened if it was Kiku instead of Alfred? Would Kiku have stayed with me? Would he have liked me like how I am? Despite me being fat..' You shook your head. 'I should stop thinking too much. As if Kiku would even think about asking me out. Or even being with me. Im just his fat friend.' You frowned, sighing softly, 'Besides..shouldnt I be feeling heartbroken right now..? I shouldnt be thinking what it would be like if Kiku was my boyfriend instead of that jerk..' Your thoughts were interuppted when Kiku gently poked your arm, "Hm?" You blinked, looking at him.

"We're here, _____-san." Kiku informed you. You blinked again, noticing that you were already inside the building.

"Oh..." You mumbled, scratching the back of your head.

"Are you sure you want to be here, _____-san? Maybe you shourd head home and rest." He spoke softly, a gentle look upon his face.

You blushed before nodding firmly, "Hell yes Kiku. Just because that jerk broke up with me doesnt mean Im going to let it affect me too much." You huffed, already walking towards your locker.

The Japanese male looked after you with a small, sad smile, 'Oh _____-san..you act so strong..yet you know youre fragire..youre one of a kind..my sweet cherry brossom...'

You turned back and gave him a brave smile, "What are you doing back there Kiku? Cmon, we need to get our things from our locker!"

Kiku nodded, "Hai, hai." He scurried up to you, making you smile as the both of you began to walk down the hall.

The two of you talked quietly for a while before you arrived at your lockers. Uou easily unlocked your locker and got out the needed textbooks and binders that you would use for your morning classes.

Kiku did the same thing and closed his locker. He looked at you for a moment before looking past you. His eyes widened at the scene before he looked back at you, "_-_____-san!"

You blinked, before closing your locker and looked over at him, "What is it?" You let out squeak when he gripped your hand and began to drag you away. "K-kiku, what are you doing?!" You just so happen to look back and stumbled at what you saw.

Alfred. With a girl. Kissing.

"W-what.." You suddenly felt weak at your knees and stumbled down on the hard floor, students and classmates around ignoring you.

Kiku kneeled down next to you and wrapped an awkward arm around your shoulders, "_____-san..."

"Kiku...t-take me home please.." Your broken voice hurt him down to the core. He sighed and nodded, helping you up as your shoulders began to shake uncontrollably. He walked you out the school with a frown, hearing calls from a certain American behind him. But he didnt turn back. He kept on walking you down the same sidewalk back towards your house. His right shoulder began to feel soaked, signifying that you were beginning to cry. He held you even tighter, listening to your muffled cries. After a few more minutes, he arrived in front of your house and mumbled softly, "We are here, _____-san."

You sniffled and brought your head up, your tears bluring your sight so you just gave your keys to Kiku. Said male went and unlocked the door, opening it for you.
You walked inside and sat down on your couch before Kiku joined you.

It was quiet for a while, Kiku shooting you concerned glances every once in a while. You stayed silent for a bit before turning and throwing yourself at him, your arms wrapping themselves around his neck as you sobbed into his neck. Kiku flinched but he said nothing. He lightly hugged you back and rubbed your back, not saying anything. He just let you cry your heart out in his arms.

You cried and cried for what seemed like hours. You could feel your heart thump inside of your chest at a rapid pace. Your whole body was shaking at this point.

"Why?!" You cried out, shocking the male, "Why was I not good enough for him! Why must I be so damn fat! If I wasnt, he would have never broken up with me! He probably would have never cheated on me either! I was never good enough for him. For anyone! No one will ever like me because Im fat!" You sobbed and slumped in his arms, shaking even harder than before.

Kiku tensed as you finished speaking. His grip on you tightened before he spoke firmly, "Nonsense _____-san! You are a beautifurr girr! You are not fat! You are perfect to me! Arfred is a baka to even ret you go!"

You flinched back, pulling yourself away from his arms. You stared at him as he continued, "You are so beautifurr. Why cant you see that? Why cant you see what you do to me, _____? I rove you. I rove you so much. Youre...youre everything that I want _____."

You gasped softly as he suddenly leaned over and kissed you. Your eyes widened but you didnt even get a chance to kiss back when he leaned away, hiding his face in shame.

"I-I am so sorry _____-san..p-prease forgive-" He couldnt continue on as you grabbed his face and slammed your lips on his, kissing him in a desparte manner, your heart bumping loudly against your chest.

Kiku was stunned but he managed to kiss you back for a few seconds before you pulled away. You panted softly before stuttering, "D-do you actually love me...?"

Kiku nodded almost immeadiately, "Yes. I rove you _____-san...arways have.."

Your face flushed brightly before laying your head on his shoulder, "I-I cant say that I love you yet.." You felt Kiku slump a little, "B-but...Im sure you can mend my broken heart easily Kiku..."

Kiku smiled before muttering, "I am grad, _____-chan. I wirr do any and everything to mend your heart."

You smiled softly, a tear slipping, "Im so happy to hear that..."

Kiku hugged you tightly before kissing your forehead, 'I rove you with arr my heart _____. I wirr do anything to make you happy. My sweet cherry brossom.'